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2am in Saratoga Springs (His Heart)

from Emotionauts by AllOne & Conscious Robot

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lyrics

Her brain so big it's suffocating sick,
crushed and marred her martyr heart,
far too smart, too hard to start when day begins
low-rating, degrading her radiance
negating wins once wage a wince
key detail, locked in cagey craziness
gray and draining, raining drips
bathing in self-medicating binge
take a sip sedating it,
take a hit, to aid a bit
maybe trip, escape the shit
daily shifts shift daily, vacant sieve
draw shades, withdraw to shadiness
dark rooms develop negatives
hanging whichever way you're framing it
Traitorous explosive persona traits trade her in
her brain begins to swell
she's hating hints of help
I lamely wish her well
she made a space to stray away
from her strained blast radius
pressure builds, ascending guilt descending greatly quick
marooned to more ruin in moored room isolationist
Nihilist, enlists annihilation, it's just too late I guess.

There are few times more lonely and/or destitute
than when it's two am and I'm never getting texts from you
and it's 2 degrees, I'm in new streets,
I'm thinking of something you said
while I'm overhearing lovers from a window overhead...

Am I the wrong actor or is this the wrong play?
I fumble often and drop the ball when playing the long game.
I am a two-cents impulse spender getting short changed.
Lately my core aches
correlating with unsure courses' sure changes!
The-short term-longing explains my long face.
I moonlight as a howling lone wolf mourning your phases.
Maybe I can navigate my torn brain if
I can guide my life through these tour dates.
I am the road block,
rerouted/outed in favor of a detour taken
as a short-cut-off at the dead-end of a long day.
Hurdle jumping-vault-safety net Fall guy on-call-waiting
who will Spring to action on-time in any and all off-days.
"Point taken" when the wound pours where the double edged sword's placed.
Ordeals get o'er complicated and ornate,
as I'm my mind's ordained worst-critic
judge of character-flaws drained
and guiltily morphing all states of mind to exhausting court cases.
Tied up hung jury for a gallows-humorist orator.
Rubbernecker swallows pride or ate
a humble-apple-of-my-eye-pie or aids
a drowning love of-my-lifeguard at the shore waving,
tides rise as my tied tired arms hug a
memory-sea-foam-form fading,
helpless yells get hopeless as the storm rages.

There are few times more lonely and/or destitute
than when it's two am and I'm never getting texts from you
and it's 2 degrees, treading new streets,
I'm thinking of something you said
while I'm overhearing lovers from a window overhead

credits

from Emotionauts, released October 22, 2021
All lyrics written and performed by Bruce "AllOne" Pandolfo

Choruses recorded by Bruce "AllOne Pandolfo"

All music by Conscious Robot

Recording, Mixing and Mastering by Franky Bones

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Left-field rapper, slam poet, singer/songwriter, and author Bruce Pandolfo from Long Island.
Creating to connect. Obsessively exploring and creating art as healing and growing.

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